to her: 4

Hey baby well now is the time. That big moment that we have been preparing for. Well if I’m reading this to you right now it probably means that I’m either crying or holding back tears. And when u wrote this I was in tears. Baby first let me start off by not saying that I love you because you know that and I show you that all the time. But instead I will start of by saying why I love you. We have never really had time to just sit and express how we feel face to face and eye to eye. So I feel like this is the most important time of my life other than graduating and the day I turned around and asked for you number in history class. A day I will never forget. There are so many reasons that I love you and that my love has grown since that day. Sometimes when I think back I feel like I loved you when I first meet you. I know that I love you. Because I feel a flutter in my heart when you say you love me. When I just look at you it seems as if the heavens open. My mind is so full of ways to make your life better. My future is based on you more than it is about me. I pray for you before I pray for myself. I think of you before I think about what’s wrong with me.